I see myself in my eyes
And wince in pain as I
Realize such sorrow that has
Crossed my path, my face is
Scarred, forever to be seen as
A monster, a beast, a whore
Of the world of secrecy,
Mysteries shroud my mind ever
Wondering what could, what should, what
Might it be if I was better, if I
Were kinder to the ones I trust,
I love, I was, or was I, and so
I pay for my past life, my grief,
Delivered unto the undeserving because
Satan! Yes, Satan has taken over me,
My thoughts, spirit, drenched in flames
And tears and fears and blood abroad,
Screaming to my sanity to kill, to die,
To hurt.