Sometimes I feel like nothing I do is right.

Like no matter what I do I'll never make the world better,
Like no matter what I do I'll never make her smile again.

I'll drown myself in tears of the things I'll never feel again,
And to the world,
My pain is thus.

Oh please, dear lord, turn me into dust,
And let the wind blow me away.

My mind is lost sinking down the drain.
The blood is leaving a stain in my clothes,

And though you've left me, you'll never know -
That though I hurt you, and all your friends,
Your tears all scarred me, time again.

Your cuts all tore me, limb from limb.
Your fears all made my heartbeat end.

I'm sorry my dear, for all of my problems.

And to all your fans, a fond adieu,
But of all I’ve lost -
I cry most for you.

So ring out my eyes,
And flood the whole town.
I need no razor,
Just to see you frown.

And though you may not love me,
And I'm in the very back of your head,
I never find myself wishing,
That you were finally dead.

Your glowing eyes still light my way,
And I know you’re sick of the things I say,
And I know you’re sick of everything about me,
And I know you just want me to leave you be.

But I'll always have my memories,

Of the times we laughed and the times you smiled,
Of the times you held me for a long while,
Of the times I'd hear those three magical chimes -

"I love you", they went, and never left my mind
And yes, I'm one for long goodbyes.
And I'm trying so hard not to cry.

So my love, your dreams I'll finally fill.
Goodbye to you, my voice is shrill.
I love you my dear and I always will.
And though you tell me not to,
I'm sorry my dear, it just won't die.
And there's nothing I can do...

Nothing to make my feelings subside.