I hate being compared to others, for I do not compare you.
I hate the fact that you remind me so much of him, it tears my heart in two.
I look into your stone cold glare, I see the warmth that lies there.
So warm I'd burn at the touch, and yet, so cold I'd freeze.
This is all because of me.
I played my cards, and fell for your bluff.
I lost it all, I was crushed.
I replay that movie time and again, over and over inside my head.
The emotion of rejection, loneliness of sorts,
Is what my father left me upon his depart, scaring my heart.
So when you came along, you didn't have a chance.
I'm sorry.
I ruined it all.
So I will go, if that's what you wish.
My presence you will not feel.
But before I go, I want you to know,
I love you, and I always will.