As I try to think of a world without you,
It tears whats left of my heart in two.
I'm sorry that he did this to you,
But he did it for you.

For you, so you wouldn't have to go on
Believing the lies he told you each day.
With every word he would say,
With every kiss he gave,
He didn't want you to be unhappy.
He wanted you to escape,
From his lies and his pain.
He wanted your scars to disappear.

You grabbed the knife,
To your arm it laid.
I'm sorry for the price you've chosen to pay,
You don't deserve to die today,
Nor tommorrow,
Because you are worth so much to me,
To us.

We are your family,
When our own mommies and daddies give up on our souls,
We have each others hands to hold.
I love you so,
My sweet dear friend.
And always will until the end.

Please don't do the ghastly deed
That belongs to the grim reaper's hand,
As he casts the shadows into you,
Causing you to take the gun,
And bam, what's done is done.

So please, don't make a fuss over him.
He is my friend,
But you're my friend,
And I will love you both till the end,
No matter how I lie to myself,
Saying it will all be ok.
Trust me babe.

I don't know what to say anymore,
I don't know how to feel anymore,
And I know what you are feeling now is not the very best.
But please, oh please,
Don't take that gun to your head,
Nor to any other body part that lay on your perfect skin.

I do not wish to read your tombstone with a rose in my hand,
Wishing I could save you from the grim reaper's hands.
I just want you in my arms,
So close and dear,
That anyday I can hear your heartbeat
And know that you're still here.